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There’s an aching between my legs

I’m close to giving birth

To a shameless child who loves to dance and run wild in the rain

I give this child permission to be a fucking  mess

There’s soil in between their toes

I watch over them as they embrace the chaos of being of alive

I was 7 when my own mother beat me to close my legs

And to be more of a lady-like

I was 8 when she gave permission for my generalità to be cut away

invisible, unseen, quiet, submissive, out of the way

It was then i learned that I was sovereign

and that I hated being told what to do and

that I enjoyed sitting with my legs open

With the suns rays penetrating me so deeply

Feeling big,

opening even wider and deeper

My animal soul growing powerful

The pain made me cower in fear

Making this shape with my body made me feel like a mountain

Ready to receive from

A abundant universe filled w galaxies and stars and supernovas

Finding myself as magic

This world is too expansive to be held captive in a body.

Sit as wide as you need to

Scream out as far as it feels good

Orgasm to your freedom

And return to that shameless child

That is begging to dance and run wild in the rain